BeSt RaYa HoLiDaY... :)

Today is the 1st day of work after raya lo... Feels lazy n no mood to work lo.. haha..
Miss my holiday n hope i have a longer holiday lo....
I have a nice holiday.... On sat after work i went 1u wif king for lunch at ajisan ramen, then go home prepared to cele senny birthday at subang neway... 1st time we went thr, the food still ok but not much choices lo.. But i am happy to meet my fren thr lo.... Knompy.... haha... n we go at kayu until 4am lo... Tired but enjoy...
The next morning, i went ipoh wif may yee n family lo... I really enjoy at ipoh... Most of our time is in the car.... but the best thing is eat, eat n eat lo... haha... I will not forget the taufu fa shop lo... it is famous n lot ppl eat... the taufu fa is very licin lo... hmm... delicious leh... Come back to pj at mon, they even bring me to dinner only fetch me bck...
Really wanna thank a lot to dear, her sis n mom.... Paiseh la... eat n stay also they spend me... even buy pau pau for me lo... haha....
On tue, we actual go sing k at puchong neway, but cos of we r late our room is taken by other walk in customer.. so we go sing k at 1u... after sing k we went to yuan for steamboat... then i go buy man chiang kuih... we go king house to eat n play wif his dog n back home around 11...
Is really a nice n enjoy holiday... 1st time go out wif may yee family... it will b keep in my mind... haha.. :)

MoOdY sAtUr...

Long time never post blog d lo... today is a satur but i still need to work lo.. the whole office is only me alone... feel quiet n lonely lo.. face the com n hearing some soft music... is relaxing n makes me start thinking ... but really like the quiet office... haha...
Don know y, i am moody today... but i hope to have a cheerful day... think of later going sing k n celebrate my cousin senny birthday, i should be happy... but my mood is..... haiz...
Miss my happy time lo.. hope that time can goes back to secondary time... no worries n only to enjoy my life...everyday go school n have fun wif fren lo... but time tat is pass cannot return lo..
Wat is life??? Born, childhood school, primary, secondary, college, work n wait to die... i believe that there is a purpose y god creates human... i should do some changes in my life.. i should not pass my life meaningless.. pls god, give me your big hand n hold me up.. without u i am nothing in this world..
Is it a right decision to put fren in my top list of my life?? i think my life without fren is meaningless... love n cares from my fren is really importand to cheer me up n make me grow stronger... Yes, i did makes lots of mistake n it might hurt my fren... but i can apologize n change anything tat i am wrong... I do under tat a word sorry din means anything but i believe time can show u all that my sorry mean something, just tat frens, pls give me a chance to prove it out...
Really wanna thank some of my fren tat cares me a lot.. stand at my side when i face problem n gaves me lots of advice... all your advice n support mean a lot to me n i will keep it in my mind...

THANK YOU FRIENDS....

ShYaN cElEbRaTiOn....

Long time nvr post d lo.. bc wif my work n going out wif fren lo...
Last sat is so meaning ful lo... is the 1st time i learn how to make cup cheese cake...
Early morning when for breakfast n buy cake ingredient at megah lo.. king is my sifu lo.. haha... i cannot remember much how to do lo.. need king help give me the recepi again lo.. haha.. but we r enjoying doing the cake lo.. the cake is for shyan burf lo...
Fetch shyan n dear around 2 lo... syhan look pretty tat day but dear looks like very sick lo cos she really sick d... fear to talk to her lo... she is madd cos of hungryness, tired n wait for me to long lo... sorry for that... :( but after eat sweet given by king, she feel better d lo... luckily lo.. :)
Then we watch lost of the land, is a comedy movie... funny but a bit wu liao lo... the lizzard man is like m'sia cicak man lo.. haha....
after movie, we go to hartamas ole ole bali for dinner lo.. is a nice environment restaurant wif nice food... the price also ok lo... then we went to wong kok for the celebration... hope that shyan is happy wif it lo.. haha... i am happy tat day also lo... cheer up o gal....

LiFe....

Kim, i really don know wat to say to u... being stupid n cannot tolerate.... y u always wanna make a exciting outing, but end up all going bck without mood... i under all r very tired lo.. kim, can u be who u r like last time.. being cheerful n motivate everyone to laugh n smile happily.. y do u bcome a suck person tat destroy the happy environment tat make fren n yourself unhappy...
U r a suck ppl tat fail in frenship, work, n also yr lifr... haiz... u have a happy family wif good fren, but u don know how to appreciate them... being a greedy person, tat expect more from them even they treat u so gud... i beg u to think wat u should do in yr life.... cheer up....

MiSs OuR mEmOrIeS...

Yester night i have nothing to do, so i go clean up my drawer lo...
see back all the wishes card n present from my lovely fren...
Making me miss all of u so much & remind me all our memories lo..
Studying life really have more happiness & memories than working life o..
seeing all the smiling face at the photo... studying without much stress lo..
Miss my study life wif u all lo... haiz.. sad... :(

HeAlTh....

As usual, i am working but ular-ing now lo.. haha
I feel tat something happen to my health.. get headache easily lo... is not really pain but can feel it... i am worried bout my health, as all of us know tat fat ppl get sick easily... Since my ear get infection last time, i concerned bout my health lo..
I always think tat i sure die cos of sickness... my nose keep raining non stop, thinking tat 1 day my nose sure kena infection n mayb need operation... i am really worried, but not brave enough to see doctor.. haiz.... y am i so penakut??
And i eat without thinking of my health... aiksss... y am i don love myself, it seem like i am killing myself slowly lo... aaaa... don know wat to say to myself....
Nowadays thr is so many sickness tat is hard to cure n spread easily... making me more worried... haiz...
I know my family n fren r concern bout my health... i am sorry tat making u all worried n really thank a lot... u all have to take good care of yourself lo... pray for a good health....

I aM rEaLlY sOrI n ReGrEt.... :(

So bored at office, so i play some quiz at facebook about my personality n frenship....
The ans given say tat i am a great fren n a gud person wif lots of fren... i know tat it cannot been trust fully but it let me think of my life now lo...
i really feel the changes of myself tat will also effect ppl life.. i am not who i am... being quiet, unhappy, moody, emotional, saying lies and protactive... this is not how i should be...
But wat can i do to chg bck to who i am?? being a friendly n happy person...
dear, i know u miss our life last time & think of being like last time... but so do i...
i know u r unhappy but we hv to face the challenge together, no matter how many times i say sorry n how deep i regret wif all the mistake i done, the time will not chg bck n our life has to go on...
I learn the word jealousy, best fren n true fren from u... really thank for all your k n patient to me..
B wif me, even i hurt u badly n giving me chg to maintain our frenship... sincere from my heart, thank you a lot my dear n i hope our frenship go stronger n maintan forever.. really hope to get yr trust bck... :(