Yester night i watch a reality show... Is a real story bout a 16 yrs old gal... She have to rely on a machine to stay alive cos of her heart cannot function itself... Thank god that thr is kind ppl tat donate the heart to her.... Now she can stay alive like normal ppl but have to take medicine for her whole life....
While watching it, my brain comes out a lot of thing... She was young n sick last time, but she seems happy... she look like a very cheerful gal... Think of myself, i am still in a healthy mode, but does not know how to appreciate my life... Eventhough i know that my weight will cause me lots of problem in the futher... but i just don k bout it n eat watever i wanted to... It seem like i am killing myselve slowly lo..
Yester someone told me to go on diet cos of my health lo.. Saying tat i might cause lots of sickness....
I am a person tat fear to pain.. thinking of serious sickness might bring me to lots of pain.. i know my own body, i know my body is weak... Anytime from today i will fall from sickness, it makes me real worried... Wat i can do is to control the way i eat, i under tat there is no turning bck.. but i should not make it more worst lo...
Sometime i will think tat if we don love ourselve, how can we love others??? If we don care bout ourselve, how do we care for other??? If we cannot control ourselve, how to we control other???? Thinking of it, i am a real failure... I cannot even take k of my own body....
Dear Frens, i hope tat u get to learn from the gal.. Being someone tat can live happily & face challenge wif brave n strong... Take good k of yr body & must love yrselve lo.. (^_^)
Thursday, March 4, 2010
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