Today result out d lo, is still the same result... i fail again lo.. actually i have expected it... but this time i really sad of my result, mayb cos i really prepared for my exam n tries to changed my life lo.. but now, nth i can do with it and just continue with my suck life lo... after seeing the result, i don know wat am i thinking lo... my mind is empty but feels like crying...
Now really don feel like working lo, don know wat i want.... haiz...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
My TaRgEt.... :)
Nowadays no much mood to work lo, when i am on the way to working... i am thinking to c doctor to check on my ear n take mc lo, cos no mood to work at all lo.. so i called bck hm n ask my mom lo, but she advice me not to take mc n go for work lo...
The whole morning, i do nth much in the office but just online lo.. feeling so moody n sad.. just telling myself not to think so much n concentrated in working...
I nvr when out for lunch lo, just stay at office with eating bread n rest lo..
Nowadays i hv not much appetite, mayb is a gud thing for me so that i can go on a bit of diet lo... haha
Thinking of making some changes in my life lo, wanna make my life more colouful n happy... mayb i have to set some target in my life to fulfill... but tilll now i still cannot think of a target lo... haha... mayb my 1st target is to keep fit lo, so that i hv better health n peronality...
Nowadays ppl looks outside beauty more then inner beauty lo... 1st impression is very importand... if on the 1st impression u look gud, in their mind thinking, u r a gud person lo...
Even finding job, they look on your outside beauty lo... if i continue looks like this, mayb is difficult for me to know more frens n get a better job lo..
Yeah, i think on diet will be my 1st target lo... make myself look healthier n nicer lo..
but i know it is not easy lo, i need to hv the passion n it may take a very long time lo..
So god, pls gv me the passion and let me know wat is patient lo... haha
Good luck n hope i will meet my target lo... :)
The whole morning, i do nth much in the office but just online lo.. feeling so moody n sad.. just telling myself not to think so much n concentrated in working...
I nvr when out for lunch lo, just stay at office with eating bread n rest lo..
Nowadays i hv not much appetite, mayb is a gud thing for me so that i can go on a bit of diet lo... haha
Thinking of making some changes in my life lo, wanna make my life more colouful n happy... mayb i have to set some target in my life to fulfill... but tilll now i still cannot think of a target lo... haha... mayb my 1st target is to keep fit lo, so that i hv better health n peronality...
Nowadays ppl looks outside beauty more then inner beauty lo... 1st impression is very importand... if on the 1st impression u look gud, in their mind thinking, u r a gud person lo...
Even finding job, they look on your outside beauty lo... if i continue looks like this, mayb is difficult for me to know more frens n get a better job lo..
Yeah, i think on diet will be my 1st target lo... make myself look healthier n nicer lo..
but i know it is not easy lo, i need to hv the passion n it may take a very long time lo..
So god, pls gv me the passion and let me know wat is patient lo... haha
Good luck n hope i will meet my target lo... :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
My 1St TiMe....
On 16 May 2009 is my first time to the club...
Going with dear, eric, huan may n some of dear fren...
We go around 10.15 n reach around 11 lo...
The first time going to club making me a bit happy n nervous... but i get to confort myself with the song thr lo.. hahaha... really lots of ppl tat day... even stand also no much place lo.. haha
Around 2.30 we out of the club to have some fresh air lo... haha.. n bck hm around 4.30 lo...
Erm, quite enjoy the night n the song thr lo..
the happiest is that my first time going to the club is with dear lo... haha
Thank dear bringing me to club o....
Going with dear, eric, huan may n some of dear fren...
We go around 10.15 n reach around 11 lo...
The first time going to club making me a bit happy n nervous... but i get to confort myself with the song thr lo.. hahaha... really lots of ppl tat day... even stand also no much place lo.. haha
Around 2.30 we out of the club to have some fresh air lo... haha.. n bck hm around 4.30 lo...
Erm, quite enjoy the night n the song thr lo..
the happiest is that my first time going to the club is with dear lo... haha
Thank dear bringing me to club o....
Friday, May 22, 2009
FeElInG sOmEtHiNg WrOnG....
i don know wats happening... but i know thr sure something had happen..
i can feel the communication within us got a bit of breakdown...
really suffer, i don know y is it like this.... telling myself not to think so much n act like nth happen... but i really cannot do it....
god pls tell me wat should i do...
am i really think too much o wat, pls tell me god...
really sad but i wat aslo cannot do.... aaaa........ god....pls .... save.. me..........
pls make me as strong n happy as last time... don make my mind think lots of thing...
i can feel the communication within us got a bit of breakdown...
really suffer, i don know y is it like this.... telling myself not to think so much n act like nth happen... but i really cannot do it....
god pls tell me wat should i do...
am i really think too much o wat, pls tell me god...
really sad but i wat aslo cannot do.... aaaa........ god....pls .... save.. me..........
pls make me as strong n happy as last time... don make my mind think lots of thing...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
BaD HeAlTh... :(
This whole week, my ear feeling not well lo n cannot hear well...
1st time see doc, he say my flu effected my ear n call me to eat medi lo..
after eat medi, my flu has cure a bit but my ear still the same ...
so i when bck to see the same doc again, he told me that my ear has inffection...
call me to eat medi n spray liquid into my ear lo..
after 2 day, i can feel tat my ear is no more pain but still cannot hear well lo... haiz
really worry bout my ear now lo.. if after i finish the medi, my ear still cannot hear well then how?? i don wish to see specialize lo.. i really hope tat my ear can be ok after eating medicine..
I am really not brave enough to face any operation, i don mind eating medicine lo.. mayb i hv think too much la... Just hope my ear get well soon lo..
Thank to frenz n dear tat r concern on my health n sickness lo..
I will take gud care of myself n drink lots of water lo..
Frenz n Dear, u have to take gud care of yourselve also lo... nowadays is easy to get sick o..
Drink more water n enjoy your day lo...
1st time see doc, he say my flu effected my ear n call me to eat medi lo..
after eat medi, my flu has cure a bit but my ear still the same ...
so i when bck to see the same doc again, he told me that my ear has inffection...
call me to eat medi n spray liquid into my ear lo..
after 2 day, i can feel tat my ear is no more pain but still cannot hear well lo... haiz
really worry bout my ear now lo.. if after i finish the medi, my ear still cannot hear well then how?? i don wish to see specialize lo.. i really hope tat my ear can be ok after eating medicine..
I am really not brave enough to face any operation, i don mind eating medicine lo.. mayb i hv think too much la... Just hope my ear get well soon lo..
Thank to frenz n dear tat r concern on my health n sickness lo..
I will take gud care of myself n drink lots of water lo..
Frenz n Dear, u have to take gud care of yourselve also lo... nowadays is easy to get sick o..
Drink more water n enjoy your day lo...
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