Thursday, July 16, 2009

LiFe....

Kim, i really don know wat to say to u... being stupid n cannot tolerate.... y u always wanna make a exciting outing, but end up all going bck without mood... i under all r very tired lo.. kim, can u be who u r like last time.. being cheerful n motivate everyone to laugh n smile happily.. y do u bcome a suck person tat destroy the happy environment tat make fren n yourself unhappy...
U r a suck ppl tat fail in frenship, work, n also yr lifr... haiz... u have a happy family wif good fren, but u don know how to appreciate them... being a greedy person, tat expect more from them even they treat u so gud... i beg u to think wat u should do in yr life.... cheer up....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

MiSs OuR mEmOrIeS...

Yester night i have nothing to do, so i go clean up my drawer lo...
see back all the wishes card n present from my lovely fren...
Making me miss all of u so much & remind me all our memories lo..
Studying life really have more happiness & memories than working life o..
seeing all the smiling face at the photo... studying without much stress lo..
Miss my study life wif u all lo... haiz.. sad... :(

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

HeAlTh....

As usual, i am working but ular-ing now lo.. haha
I feel tat something happen to my health.. get headache easily lo... is not really pain but can feel it... i am worried bout my health, as all of us know tat fat ppl get sick easily... Since my ear get infection last time, i concerned bout my health lo..
I always think tat i sure die cos of sickness... my nose keep raining non stop, thinking tat 1 day my nose sure kena infection n mayb need operation... i am really worried, but not brave enough to see doctor.. haiz.... y am i so penakut??
And i eat without thinking of my health... aiksss... y am i don love myself, it seem like i am killing myself slowly lo... aaaa... don know wat to say to myself....
Nowadays thr is so many sickness tat is hard to cure n spread easily... making me more worried... haiz...
I know my family n fren r concern bout my health... i am sorry tat making u all worried n really thank a lot... u all have to take good care of yourself lo... pray for a good health....

Monday, July 13, 2009

I aM rEaLlY sOrI n ReGrEt.... :(

So bored at office, so i play some quiz at facebook about my personality n frenship....
The ans given say tat i am a great fren n a gud person wif lots of fren... i know tat it cannot been trust fully but it let me think of my life now lo...
i really feel the changes of myself tat will also effect ppl life.. i am not who i am... being quiet, unhappy, moody, emotional, saying lies and protactive... this is not how i should be...
But wat can i do to chg bck to who i am?? being a friendly n happy person...
dear, i know u miss our life last time & think of being like last time... but so do i...
i know u r unhappy but we hv to face the challenge together, no matter how many times i say sorry n how deep i regret wif all the mistake i done, the time will not chg bck n our life has to go on...
I learn the word jealousy, best fren n true fren from u... really thank for all your k n patient to me..
B wif me, even i hurt u badly n giving me chg to maintain our frenship... sincere from my heart, thank you a lot my dear n i hope our frenship go stronger n maintan forever.. really hope to get yr trust bck... :(