HaPpY n UnLuCkY dAY!!!

On 16/4, as usual wake up in the morning then go to work..
working is normal on tat day but i am excited for the night time...
cos i am going to eat sushi king with nicole, nicole bf, huan may n my dear may lo... hehe
5 of us has eaten around 40++ plate of sushi tat cos us RM110++ lo...
all of us eat till very full lo..
so me, may n huan may plan to go pasar malam to walk walk lo...
after finish walking, something interesthing happen to my car .. hehe...
my car cannot start ... no more battery d lo.. then may started to panic but we r still laughing... haha... really funny lo, cos they though i am playing wif them ...
then i call king, yeye n eric for help, cos they r having celebration at wong kok...
they try to transfer battery but cannot transfer ..
luckily yoyo husband came n save us lo.. really a hero.. hehe
cos he came n save us even he sleep d lo... hehe
however thank a lot to all my fren that help n accompany me lo.. hehe
The whole repairation cost RM250 a... my mom call me to pay her bck RM150 since i work d lo..
but i still haven pay her bck n plan not to pay her lo... haha
wat a bad daughter right????

MoNdAy MoOd...

Today really don feel like working lo....
but cos of wanna save my leave, so i choose to work half day lo...
sien, my mood now is waiting for 1 o'clock lo..
wat also nvr do, just sit down in front of the computer...
haiz... early morning kena complaint by boss ...
saying tat i nvr do my thing well, n go bck hm early without finishing my work...
sien early morning get a lectural class. ... haha
today work half day, then go makan n walk walk lo...
hope today can enjoy my day lo... should be.. haha

ChAlLeNgE...

Y is there so many challenge for human to face???
i know that every challenge will make ppl become stronger n being mature..
but to face all the challenge is really tired n suffer...
In this 2 years time i really feel tat i had gone through lots of challenge...
I am really tired to face all this challenge, making me sad and moody...
But y is so many challenge for me to face??? y can't i just live happily???
O mayb cos of i have think too much n brain thinking too much rubish...
But pls god... pls god help me... i really hope to take away all the challenge...
I don know how long i still can fight wif it.. i scared i will fall from facing the challenge... and finally run away from all the challenge...
Dear god, i am really weak... really weak in my emotion control, feeling n mental...
Pls god... pls god teach me to become stronger....
But really thank you god for putting some sincere n gud fren around me to support me...
FrEnZ rEaLlY tHaNk YoU a LoT....
Watever happen, i really need your trust n accompany... your trust is really very important to me... i know i have made u feel i am not a trustworthy person... but pls give me a change n trust me... PlSSSSSS............

MoOd Of ThE dAy...

Wat a person feeling every morning is very importand...
If the person feels happy in the morning, probability will be happy the whole day...
but if the person is unhappy, angry o moody; it will effect the whole day lo... haiz
This morning i am happy lo n thinking tat today will be a great day....
but when reach office, i have given things to do but is ok....
then i talk wif a gal that i don like her attitude, whenever we talk seem like we r argue-ing.. haiz.
spoiled my happy mood today.... really sien lo....
hope that my mood will be ok soon lo... hehe

HeLp!!!!

Today really bad luck lo...
Early morning fall down n broke a bit of my leg finger... haiz...
Reach office, 1 of my boss gv me lots of thing to do.... really sien a...
i hv already lots to do, but she wanna give me more....
Wat to do, just do as much as i can lo.. hehe
Thinking of everything will be fine, but it is not....
Things keep coming to me, but i don know how to settle it???
who can help me o save me from all my miserable???
Mayb all the things is created by myself... aaaaaa.. really don know wat i want a... haiz....
stupid, stupid, i am really stupid aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................

Is It Ok To Be PrOtEcTiVe????

I feels tat nowadays i am being more protective....
Is it ok to be more protective????
Y am i being like tat??? I really don under lo...
Always try to protect myself when talking to ppl...
Thinking wat they say is sincere to me o not, thinking mayb their using me o treat me as a fool...
whether i am thinking to much o over protactive.....
Anyone can help me!!!!! Haiz

DeAr GoD.....

Dear god, pls save your child here...
i am really tired of being myself, being myself that don know wat to do in my life.
God i know i am a sinful person, makes lot of mistake in my life..
Please give me your big hand, hold me up & teach me how to be strong..
Dear God, i know i hv go far far away from u, pls god pls save me away from the syaitan...
Bring me close to u and follow the right path of yours...
I am really suffer since i feels that i am far away from u...
I don even feel that i am a special person that have any good side of me...
The only thing i have is all the bad and stupid side of me...
God please save me, i am really stress and desperate now... don know wat can i do to save myself and my life....
Dear god, pls save me............ hold me tight.......