New Study Life

I have been started wif my new life for a week...
People keep asking hows my new life?? Lots people think i am enjoying my new life...
Now i am asking myselve, Hows my new life??
I think ok is my best answer.. I did not enjoy it much & is not like wat i expected...
I think that me myselve have problem in adapting myselve in class.. Is hard for me to mix up wif my classmates... Is also hard to understand some of the lectures teaching..
I keep on pushing myselve to be hardworking & tell myselve to study hard... But when i reach home, i will sit down to face tv n laptop...
I keep on remind myselve to be socialise.. But when i reach college, i am just silent.. Y am i being so uninteractive...
I do hope that there is changes on me..
Be a POSITIVE person...