MoOdY lIfE...

Moody... Y am i so moody n feels emo... early morning, my mood goes bad... wat happen to me a...
Wat can i do to myself n my life... wat am i really thinking... n wat i really want...
I really don know... time past real fast, but my life seem like stop some where...
Being a lifeless person with no goals n motivation.. work for money... money for go out entertainment n eat... this is me n my lifeless life...
Mayb i know wat i really want, but i am running from it n don wanna face it... since i know is a failure n by myself things will not work...
I am really a failure that scared to face new thing n challenge... hope tat there always a direction to show me wat to do... but who can really help me other than myself... i always tell people tat, decison is in our own hand... say is really easy, but i really cannot do so.. keep finding ppl opinion... mayb i k too much on wat ppl think on wat i do n who i am.. wish to b a strong person n a person that can help fren no matter what happen.. but i become weaker n weaker person.. that sometime even run away from fren problem... try not to put myself in their problem... being a uncaring person.. am i really like tat o being too tired...

DeAr 21St BiRtHdAy....

On sept 4, after her exam she went to 1u for dinner.... me, king n shyan plan to give her a surprise on that night... so i have pakat wif her sis to know wat time they bck home lo.. around 11.30 we reach her house... she was in the toilet, n we brought the cake n wait for her to come out... she got a bit shocked when saw us lo... after singing birthday song, we take some photo n enjoy the secret recepi cheese cake.. yum yum..
On sept 5, we plan another surprise for her lo.. she though of going out dinner wif family but actually i pakat wif her sis d lo... haha... we had our dinner at tenji lo.. have a moderate environment n food lo... i prefer jogoya lo.. hehe...
After dinner, we went to kepong for second round lo... we eat the jelly cake n takes lots of pic lo.. n we continue to sing k at puchong... sing till 4 midnight n we plan for breakfast st sg buloh.... but cos of still too early, they went to my house, so i can go for a bath n go to king house for him to bath lo... though of the dim sum shop will be open at 6.30 but when we reach thr, they still preparing the dim sum lo... lucky small keong is staying near by, so we went to his house to sit n go to eat around 7 lo... all is sleepy but enjoy lot lo... haha
I think she have a nice celebration n happy wif it lo... Hope u happy always lo... (^-^)

BeSt RaYa HoLiDaY... :)

Today is the 1st day of work after raya lo... Feels lazy n no mood to work lo.. haha..
Miss my holiday n hope i have a longer holiday lo....
I have a nice holiday.... On sat after work i went 1u wif king for lunch at ajisan ramen, then go home prepared to cele senny birthday at subang neway... 1st time we went thr, the food still ok but not much choices lo.. But i am happy to meet my fren thr lo.... Knompy.... haha... n we go at kayu until 4am lo... Tired but enjoy...
The next morning, i went ipoh wif may yee n family lo... I really enjoy at ipoh... Most of our time is in the car.... but the best thing is eat, eat n eat lo... haha... I will not forget the taufu fa shop lo... it is famous n lot ppl eat... the taufu fa is very licin lo... hmm... delicious leh... Come back to pj at mon, they even bring me to dinner only fetch me bck...
Really wanna thank a lot to dear, her sis n mom.... Paiseh la... eat n stay also they spend me... even buy pau pau for me lo... haha....
On tue, we actual go sing k at puchong neway, but cos of we r late our room is taken by other walk in customer.. so we go sing k at 1u... after sing k we went to yuan for steamboat... then i go buy man chiang kuih... we go king house to eat n play wif his dog n back home around 11...
Is really a nice n enjoy holiday... 1st time go out wif may yee family... it will b keep in my mind... haha.. :)

MoOdY sAtUr...

Long time never post blog d lo... today is a satur but i still need to work lo.. the whole office is only me alone... feel quiet n lonely lo.. face the com n hearing some soft music... is relaxing n makes me start thinking ... but really like the quiet office... haha...
Don know y, i am moody today... but i hope to have a cheerful day... think of later going sing k n celebrate my cousin senny birthday, i should be happy... but my mood is..... haiz...
Miss my happy time lo.. hope that time can goes back to secondary time... no worries n only to enjoy my life...everyday go school n have fun wif fren lo... but time tat is pass cannot return lo..
Wat is life??? Born, childhood school, primary, secondary, college, work n wait to die... i believe that there is a purpose y god creates human... i should do some changes in my life.. i should not pass my life meaningless.. pls god, give me your big hand n hold me up.. without u i am nothing in this world..
Is it a right decision to put fren in my top list of my life?? i think my life without fren is meaningless... love n cares from my fren is really importand to cheer me up n make me grow stronger... Yes, i did makes lots of mistake n it might hurt my fren... but i can apologize n change anything tat i am wrong... I do under tat a word sorry din means anything but i believe time can show u all that my sorry mean something, just tat frens, pls give me a chance to prove it out...
Really wanna thank some of my fren tat cares me a lot.. stand at my side when i face problem n gaves me lots of advice... all your advice n support mean a lot to me n i will keep it in my mind...

THANK YOU FRIENDS....